December 2009
when i say something that really hits you hard,...
its 6:35am
fml
so ive been thinking. i havnt talked about you on my tumblr yet. and you wont see it either. you were my best friend, the person i would call when i was in trouble. the person when i was in the mood to see no one i still wanted to see. you were the person that made me feel whole, made me feel safe, and i didnt need anything or anyone else, you were the person that made me wake up at 7am in...
fuck
i went to school early to see you for half an hour, i went to the city for the first time and really made me happy, i went to your house and made the move, wow i bought dvds and strawberries for you, and thought of you everywhere i went i bought a camera for you, and dried out my eyes for a month after you left, i thought it would be something amazing i wasted one year on you, and you still are...
It’s the simple things that you say and do that...
ohivy:
(via cindyxlove)
so this is christmas..
and im having fun with my dad :) haha we are watching a viet war movie. but somethings missing.. i dont know what
now i feel terrible
slow dancing in a burning room
i love john mayer, seriously. so how has the past week been? not toooo good, but some things have made me quite happy. so i guess saturday was bad, sunday was bad, monday through friday was bad cos of school. yeah ew, but after school from 3-5 made everything better :) and then of course friday was fun. steph is leaving on tuesday :’( and kimmi is here atm. ive started watching south park....
did you die...
im scared, cause everything as i said is so unpredictable…
maybe nothing will happen, maybe you wont be there anymore, maybe you wont want me, maybe i wont want you, maybe it will fade, maybe you will walk away, maybe i think too much, maybe we will never get there, maybe its not worth it, maybe im not good enough, maybe your too shit
bye
So true funny how it seems always in time but never in line for dreams Head over heels when toe to toe This is the sound of my soul this is the sound I bought a ticket to the world but now I’ve come back again why do I find it hard to write the next line Oh I want the truth to be said Huh huh huh huh huh huh I know this much is true Huh huh huh huh huh huh I know this much is...
so recently
ive been listening to joanna wang. its like calm helps me sleep unlike someone that listens to harry potter >_> haha how cute. this week has been pretty off. good at some points and then other times completely wtf. marina got a tumblr, woooo haha, but im so lazy to blog, so maybe once or twice a week. everythings so gay and things now. people are leaving. steph :( but i miss melbourne alot....
everything is crumbling
i wanna get it started
again, since i havnt written here in so long. so what has happened over the maybe two weeks? well yesterday kimmmi and i went to 士林 and bought two hamsters. she named hers like 5 times, and i still havnt thought of one. so help me with that. i think me personally, i have been very careless, too openminded, selfish and stupid. and im sorry to everyone that has had to put up with me. and to those...